uuuhhhhhh....youre welcome?

ok last night i went out to dinner with some family. for the three of us our bill was just under 40 dollars and i thought i left a 10 dollar tip. about average for what i would leave for a bill that size. i paid in cash. the server took what i gave her but came back and she asked if i needed any change and i said no. she smiled a big smile and said "thank you thats very nice of you. how generous! have a good evening." thats when i started wondering how much i actually put in the check presenter. i did have a fairly decent amout of cash in my pocket including a few 100 dollar bills. the problem is i dont really know how much i had. but she sure seemed to appreciate it. i guess thats why they keep the lights so low. but at least i made a new friend out it. and she was kinda hot.

times they are a changin

ive officially made up my mind about something in my life that is going to change. ive set a date that its going to change by. its been a long time comming and it is really the most difficult decision ive ever made. ive spent countless hours agonizing over it. i really hope its the right thing to do. i think it is. this is my life and im going to take it back. im tired of living it for other people. at some point im sure i will share it with other people.

yeeeowza

did you happen to catch saturday night live last night? you definately should have and heres why. holy fucking crap natalie portman in hot. shes vegan and she went to harvard. i think maybe were gonna have to go on a date. now where did i put her number.....